RASPBERRY BROWNIE RAW VEGAN CHEESECAKE WAS MADE AND EATEN! Nuts used to be a HUGE fear, and guess what 50% of this is made of? CASHEWS, PECANS, WALNUTS AND ALMOND MILK! It certainly brightened up my Sunday afternoon!

I used to read Vogue religiously. But to be honest, I’d much rather be reading this. 

Choose recovery, choose health, choose to live. Healthy feels a whole lot better than skinny does, trust me on this. 

I can finally eat properly again! Passion fruit and nectarine porridge with crushed pecans as a mini celebration of this fact!

So cream crackers don’t actually contain cream. Who knew?
NEW SAFE FOOD OF DELICIOUSNESS :)

^ Me last night, before I new I had a stomach bug :( I’m feeling so sick, it’s horrible. I can’t even consider eating, which of course is ED’s cue to go “YAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!” in my head. This is not good. So Mama has gone to the shop to buy me full-sugar Ribena (!!!) and cream crackers (!!!) but I really CANNOT afford to lose weight, ahh conflicting thoughts. 

My build-a-bear and I have matching outfits. Don’t judge me. 

FIRST EXAM IS OVER EEEE!!! Starbucks two days in a row? I think so. Chubby face ughh #Starbucks #green tea #recovery

I calculated my BMI.

eringeremick:

This is Haylee. I met her online recently and was given permission to share her story. Shes 16 years old and has been suffering with Anorexia Nervosa (binge purge subtype) for 10 years now. She has permanent heart problems, shes has 2 heart attacks since January, and was in a coma in March. Shes constantly in the hospital due to her eating disorder, and shes spent 7 months in the hospital this year. It’s come to my attention that there are a lot of people on tumblr with “pro-anorexic” blogs who seem to WANT this disease and give “tips” to their followers to “become anorexic”. I want you to look at this photo, at this young girl who has wasted 10 years of her life in agony and ask yourself, how can you be pro this? How can you encourage others to do this to themselves? Please reblog this and help it get around to other blogs to show the reality of eating disorders and the pain they cause and put a stop to “pro anorexia” blogs.

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Intake

I’ve been really hungry today, so I’ve snacked loads, I’m now very full and slightly panicky but my first exam is tomorrow so I CANNOT MELT DOWN NOW. IT WAS A HAPPY-TUMMY INTAKE DAY ME THINKS.

Breakfast: A brown bagel with raspberry jam and a yummy peach.

Snack: 3 Jaffa cakes (oh the utter deliciousness!!), coke zero, Starbucks iced americano with soya milk and vanilla syrup (my usual of late)

Lunch: Raw carbonara salad, 2 rice cakes with hummus, a banana and an alpro dark chocolate dessert.

Snack 1: (I clearly didn’t have enough carbs with lunch) Cinnamon almond milk porridge. 

Snack 2: Brunch bar, dark chocolate-covered dried banana (AMAZING) and tea with milk.

Dinner: A slice of brown bread, veggie burger, one veggie sausage and a tbs of veggie chili. An apple with cinnamon. 

Will mean anons kindly vacate my ask box please? I’m not going to rise to your messages, as I know a reaction is what you want.

Love you everyone else :) <3

Raw vegan ‘carbonara’ for lunchies, very, very yummy scrum if I do say so myself :) ooh I feel quite full of self-esteem today, I don’t know why :P maybe it’s the lovely comments I’ve had about that picture yesterday. I really can’t see it, but thank you all for saying I look nice, I really appreciate it! <3

…what have I done?!

(My username is emmaneverbetter)

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So I am sharing my coke with you recovery lovely ones :)